2/15/2011

I'm horrible for not posting!

It has been FOREVER...TOO LONG...since I last posted.

I started back to work on Monday, V-Day.  Everyone was so glad to see me back.  Made me feel really good to be missed...plus I kept busy.  I was running out of things to do!

I have done really well on eating with exception of twice.

I decided to eat a few bites of crispy chicken (our KFC's don't have grilled) and it was like I had an elephant on my chest.  I wanted to puke and poop at the same time for relief...but after a little bit the feeling surpassed.  We were on our way out of town and this was the best place we came up with.
Then, the other time was after eating spaghetti...I think I ate just one bite too many. I felt too full.

Mainly the thing I have learned is that it is okay to leave the food on your plate...no matter the trouble or money put into it.  I can usually make a normal serving 3 meals for myself. 

Juice and Water are my best friends.  I just have to drink a ton more water than I am...I just know I'm not drinking enough...but even the water is so filling...it's just hard to keep at it. 

...and I don't like not being able to drink while eating or having to wait the 30 minutes after to drink...BUT I'm surviving it. 

If I had this to do over...I would do it over in a heart beat.

Some of you have been asking...I have lost 40lbs!  It's crazy!  My pants are sagging terribly and I really only have a few pairs of pants that I don't have to keep hiking up.  ...and I keep having to pull my panties up. 
(So, if I walk over to you and ask you for cover don't look...just do it.)

I'm not noticing a shortage in the bra area...yet.
Lot's of people have said that they can tell in my face...that's usually the first place I lose...don't ask me why.

Thank you all for keeping up with me and leaving me comments!  I feel the love!
Jana